Tuesday, April 07, 2009

it's already 07 april now, 4 days since i last posted.
i've got SO SO SO much to say, but since i'm not very good at words, i shall give it a miss and make post for today short.

4th month of the year already, yet i'm still slacking during lessons like nobody's biz.
like esp during phy lessons. chem as well. it seems like sciences are not my type -.-
copied the answers from the whiteboard, this is what i'm doing for the past few months.
except when we are asked to visit the science lab, then i'll put in my 100% attention.

i keep having this thinking before SYF:
''AIYA, AFTER SYF THEN SAY.''
''AFTER SYF I SURE STUDY HARD.''
it has been 1 week since SYF'09, and i dont think i'm working hard enough to make me score below 15 for my Os.
i dont want to disappoint my parents. i love them, i want them to lead good life after they retire.
my mum just asked me how much was my tuition fees this month and i said: $225.
she replied: ''whoa, you must work hard next time to pay back.''
i know she dont meant it that way, because i know she wants me to work hard for my future.

i seriously dont know why i typed all of that above, just kinda random. but at least i did some self-reflection of what i did for the past 4 months.
less than 2 more months to my O lvl chinese paper and i'm retaking that freaking paper for the 3rd time this round. (i know i said this hell lots of time)
mid year is just around the corner and soon we will need to have our fnn practical exam.
less than 6 more months to my O lvl papers.
time is seriously running out when i'm still so weak in most of my subjects.
problems not relating to studies, after Os please.

P/S: 人在做, 天在看.

off to bathe and it's time to start working on my coursework.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.